I am lost...

Yes I am lost... so very lost. I see stuff like this...  and often go...it must be nice to have that kind of relationship still. Yes, I stay still. I have been holding so much anger and I thought that I had let it go until a few weeks ago and I realized that I had not. That is a tough blow to handle. I can honestly say that anger {with yourself or others} can slowly kill you inside. I thought that I had let this anger go about 7 years ago..yes that long ago. I know it was the devil speaking  when I let it's ugly face of anger show up in my life.

I have neglected by church family, my relationship with God, my responsibilities that I have signed up, friends that mean well, my job, and for what... for all for anger.

As I am writing this I can feel a sadness inside of me waiting to break...but I feel like I am the only one at times that goes through this... and I know that I am not the only one out there...because I see people every day that are angry ... with someone, with life, themselves, their children/spouse. Please give the anger away....don't' give into it.

I have let my anger control me for way to long and it has got to stop...today is new day and I will change my way of thinking.

Please you don't have to be angry... there is so much more to life then being angry all the time.  I'm not saying that being a Christian is easy...but it is nice knowing that when you fail you are loved and He will comfort you and make you whole again.

If you don't have a personal relationship with God/Jesus Christ than please accept Him into your heart and find a church family/friends who will help you grow in your daily walk with Him.