Organized chaos...that is what I like to think of as my life

As I am sitting here after church I realize that my life is organized chaos...or maybe just chaos.  I like to think that it is organized but is not even close. I know that everyone has one of those rooms in your house that you shove everything you don't need at that minute into...mine is yelling no screaming no begging to be cleaned up....so here it goes. Maybe not just the room needs cleaned up but maybe my life as well. Oh yes I know that my life needs to be cleaned and straighten up as well but I don't know where to start {if that makes any since at all}.

I can spend hours a day {and I'm not joking about this} reading a good book or just mainlining Netflix. I realize that is time that I could be doing something else...cleaning house, laundry, taking pictures, being with my daughter...but I work a very public job and I love time to myself at times {don't we all}. N & M are great because they both know once I retreat into my bedroom with the door shut they are to leave me alone. I guess writing that out makes me realize that I am super lazy and they just really haven't said anything about it. So here it goes change #1 starting today...only and hour a night can be spent reading {wow that will save me tons of calories...I love to snack while I read...and I mean ... just like yesterday I finished off a box of Cheez its...not a few crackers but like half the box}.

See what I mean I need order in my life...just to help control the fact that I shouldn't be so lazy.
Just maybe this one change can lead to others...that is my one light at the end of the tunnel...that there has to be other people out there just like me....they need order and change in their life...well that starts now for me...okay maybe in a few minutes. One change at a time because if I try everything that pops into my little mind at once we would all be doomed...or at least me in a straight jacket.

Feel free to leave your thoughts and comments...would love to read them.