I am just unhappy about many things...life in general-marriage, family, work. It seems that I am one of these people that can not say no...my life is so packed. My husband & I both work 6 days a week every other week; I am co-leader of our local girl scout troop; my husband is a co-leader of our churches children ministries; our daughter plays soccer & softball; she also is in two different church children's groups; my husband & I both are in adult bible studies at our church.
It seems like there is never enough time....I know that there is only 24 hrs in a day and how I choose to use them is up to me.
I depise cleaning...I mean I really don't like it...I can think of thousands of things I would rather be doing than cleaning.
I love watching tv and reading and cooking...oh how I love to cook...there are times my job is so stressful...and each one of these ways is a way for me to relax. And I can relax for hours on end.
Don't get me wrong about my marriage...I love my husband but it seems that we are two passing people...yes we both work day shift jobs...so we are home at night but generally only talk about what is going on the day or how good/bad our days at work were.
Family...I really love our daughter...but there are times she drives me up a wall and can make me crazy...I'm not talking a little crazy but a lot. She is 8 thinking she is 30. I know that it is only going to get worse...as the time goes on.
My mood swings are horrible...I can be sane and then just snap...I have tried medication at the lowest dose and most of the time they make me where I don't feel a thing...I mean nothing...no happiness; no sadness...nothing.
And as you can tell from my posts... my mind is ADD. I really like this:
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